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You tell me I write good, But How should I tell you that, It's all about you and Because of you ? How should I stop my heart from raging everytime we start a chat, And My mind to stop checking If you have replied or not? I know nothing can change now, And frankly I do not want it to be the same as it was, I want nothing, But once i start talking with you, My heart does not want it to stop ever. It skips a beat and than beats faster. I know,  I will be broken again when I will not get a reply from you, I will be broken again when I will realize again that, this is not important to you, But even after knowing everything, Talking to you now or ever, Never feels a waste of time. Even If it means nothing to you, It still takes me to the cloud nine. Trust me my friends tell me this, If i fall from that cloud, I will not be alive, But it seems all worth to my immature heart, To take a leap to the highest cloud in the sky. You are not wrong offcourse, And I find this right, But...

As you move from one place to another, What you always leave behind is your HOME. A place which has the memories of you growing up, where there are people you used to have your school lunch with. But as you grow apart there are still few things that always helps you to be in a safe place. Things that help you to cross your hurdle and helpa you to stay grounded and a built a home wherever you go. I also have a some things that I am thankful to because every now and then they have helped me to be the person I am today. My box of keyrings : I do not know how did i get this idea to collect the keyrings but as now I do everyplace I travel to I purchase a keyring from there. This collection of keyrings always reminds me of every good and bad journey I have been a part of. My Pappa's Tshirt : This tshirt I am talking about is also a reason of me and my mother's argument everytime I pack. She tells me it is faded and I should not wear it and I say still I want that. Papa...

I still do not know how will I face you If suddenly from nowhere you just appear like you disappeared. Yes it is true that inner me really wants that just one of the days in these 365 days that seems a lot more to me, You just come to me and say "Hi i am here and I always was." But I still do not know that if this comes true, Will all the scenerios that I have been building up from all these years will become true. Will I be able to open the bag of my questioners that I have prepared in all this time. And will the answers you will give, Ever be enough for me. Today its been more than a year that we took the decision to grow apart, But still even in the group of known faces, My eyes search for you The face, I have tried hard enough to forget, My soul still urges to have a look at you. I do not know if my eyes will finally shed the tears or If they will turn red out of anger, And I donot know if your sudden appearence will be enough to get what everyone calls CLOSUR...

What I learnt today is that, Life is the series of choices you make and you can never be assure of what will be the conclusion of them but to turn the choices like always you wanted you have to take the situations in your hand and paint it in your way. Decisions are a way to move on in your life and its your right to know what you really want. Once you wanted to become a painter but today you are something else and you are pretty good at that. Things never happens as we think of them but they do happen and you can never judge it what it will bring in your life. Today a decision was made, I really do not know what it will bring in my life, What will I do if it does not turns out the way I am thinking, What good and bad will happen, But the one thing I surely know that I always  have to trust myself and take the guidance and learning with me from the past wherever I go. For saying it must be just a story, but all these small stories had taught me different things and help...