Heart is a grown up child.

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You tell me I write good,
But How should I tell you that,
It's all about you and Because of you ?
How should I stop my heart from raging everytime we start a chat,
And My mind to stop checking
If you have replied or not?
I know nothing can change now,
And frankly I do not want it to be the same as it was,
I want nothing,
But once i start talking with you,
My heart does not want it to stop ever.
It skips a beat and than beats faster.
I know, 
I will be broken again when I will not get a reply from you,
I will be broken again when I will realize again that, this is not important to you,
But even after knowing everything,
Talking to you now or ever,
Never feels a waste of time.
Even If it means nothing to you,
It still takes me to the cloud nine.
Trust me my friends tell me this,
If i fall from that cloud,
I will not be alive,
But it seems all worth to my immature heart,
To take a leap to the highest cloud in the sky.
You are not wrong offcourse,
And I find this right,
But there is a two way lane 
I have built in my mind.
As I write it here
I am still anxious that when you read this you may never talk,
But you know what i said before,
Its all worth it for my heart and my mind.
❤️

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