❤️

When you will leave,

I will see you walk away with a smile

Not because it will not hurt,

But because I always knew that this day had to come.

But still I choosed to follow my heart 

And fall in love with you.

May be this is why it is falling in love,

Because we always knew what the end will be but we still choose not to look it.

We choose the present and live happily in it.

We both have discussed this day when one of us has to go and we thought we are ready,

But are we ever ready to see that the day we are hoping not to come and prayed a million times to god to skip,

Has finally arrived and 

Had bring the things which we never wanted.

But this time,

I will hug you tightly for the last time,

And say a proper goodbye.

Not because it will be enough

But because we always knew that this has to come.

I will start my normal life again and may be you will have your happily ever after,

We will not be in touch again,

But still we will know how our lives gonna be,

Because we always knew that after this every thing are gonna change.

We will not be just a video call away

And we will not blush on expressing our feelings now,

But this time when you will leave

For the last time,

I will let you go by saying all that is there in my heart

With a small smile and tears in my eyes,

My words choking in there and my ears burning,

My stomach feeling the pain,

Because we always knew that when this day will come,

No matter how much I want to stop you

And how much you want not to leave,

You have  to leave.

And here as I write this,

I wish that this day never comes

And if it comes 

I have the strength to let you go.❤️