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What kind?

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You said that when we are in love we expect a lot of things, I said yes we do but we also do a lot of little things for each other that becomes above everything. What kind of love it would be? A love where we can talk about everything and where silence is never awkward. Where things may go slow or fast but they is no question about where they are going? A love of our kind, Which is never seen in movies but inspired by real lifes, A relationship where we think practically but which never let us loose the child inside us. Which stays the same in ups and becomes the strongest when in your falls, Which never promises to climb the highest mountain at the peak, But takes the stick and climb every mountain that come as a hurdle in front. Where action speaks louder than words, Where its not about taking one big step but the importance is of taking hundred small steps every day. Where sorry when you would be wrong And thankyouanuv jai when you would smile Will not be the big words ...

Kaafi hai❤️

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चलो चलती हूँ! वक्त हो गया है। मत जा ना, यहाँ सब तो है! मै थोडी ना कुछ छोर कर जा रहीं हूँ, इस बैग में, सबकी याँदे , बहुत सारे किस्से, और तुम्हारे साथ बिताये गय कुछ पल सब भर ली हैं । हाँ, थोडा भारी हो गया है लेकिन यें पीछे भी तो नहीं छोड सकती ना! ये याँदे काफी होंगी क्याँ? हम्म!!! काफी तो पूरी जिंदगी भी नहीं होगी तुम्हारें साथ! तो रुक जा ना! रुकने से सब कुछ सही हो सकता है क्या? क्या हम हमारे प्यार को हमारे वक्त से बचा सकते हैं क्या? फिलाल के लिए ये याँदे , ये बाते काफी होंगी मुझे तब संभालने के लिए जब मैं हारने लगूँगी। हमारी तस्वीरों को देखकर मुझे ये तसल्ली तो रहेगी, की भले वक्त की कमी थी, लेकिन उस वक्त में हम सबसे करीब थे। इतने सारे झूठ के बीच चलो कमसे कम एक पल तो सच्चा था। चलो अच्छा अब वक्त हो गया हैं। अच्छा सुनो, जाने से पहले एक बार अच्छे से मिल तो लो, एक आखरी बार गले तो लग लो, ये अपनापन, ये गरमाहट, ये पल ये कुछ आखरी चीजें हैं, जो भरना बाकी हैं, वो क्या है न अभी बैग में थोडी और जगह बाकी हैं। ❤️🤞

Jaruri Cheez❤️

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Sab kehte hai, Ki is bar jo mai gyi thi chuttiyon pr Peeche kuch chor aayi hun. Kya ye dil jo chori ho jata hai, To sb ko dikhta h? Kya ye pyaar itna dhundla ni hota Jitna lagta hai? Maana ki ye aag ka dariya h, Par kya iske jalne ka ghaav chupane ke bad bhi sab ko dikhta hai? Chalo choro ab mai ky kahun inse ki kya chor aayi hun Jab tum hi se nahi keh paayi hu. Ki tumhare kamre me kahi kone par  Mera chota sa dil pada hoga, Jis din saaf safayi karoge shayad mil jay! Or ha agar mil jay to sambhal ke rakh lena Ya fir agr na ho rakhne ka mann apne pass To vapas mjhe bhej dena. Vo kya hai na, Ye sab keh rhe h ki in chuttiyon me mai kuch peeche chor aayi hun. Koi zaruri nahi hai rakhne ki, Mujhe pta hai tumhe bekar ki cheeze phek dete ho, Lekin agar rakh loge thode din apne pass, To kya pata isi bahane tumse dubara milna ho jay. Vo kya hai ye sab bol rahe hai ki kuch bhut zaruri mai bhil aayi hun, In chuttiyon par. Ab inhe kaun btay , Ki samaan to pack krliya tha sara Or po...

❤️

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When you will leave, I will see you walk away with a smile Not because it will not hurt, But because I always knew that this day had to come. But still I choosed to follow my heart  And fall in love with you. May be this is why it is falling in love, Because we always knew what the end will be but we still choose not to look it. We choose the present and live happily in it. We both have discussed this day when one of us has to go and we thought we are ready, But are we ever ready to see that the day we are hoping not to come and prayed a million times to god to skip, Has finally arrived and  Had bring the things which we never wanted. But this time, I will hug you tightly for the last time, And say a proper goodbye. Not because it will be enough But because we always knew that this has to come. I will start my normal life again and may be you will have your happily ever after, We will not be in touch again, But still we will know how our lives gonna be, Because we ...

It is just a fling!

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Sometimes,  Just you find someone from the crowd with whom you just click. Its just you behave differentaly. You take out the shield you have been wearing from the longest time. You let your vulnerabilites seek outside of you and your love gets some light. May or may not the next person feel the same but, The strongness you are showing finally from such a long time takes a deep sleep. But in that cases, There are questions on yourself that your soul asks! Is that You are very vulnerable? Is that you are very weak? Is that you are need to be loved? There are questions that rise and the answers are known to none. Offcourse that other person will not be with you and you will just ignore it considering it just a fling! But is it just a fling or is it something you are longing for!!!!! ❤️

Life Mismatched!

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T here is this time which comes in everybody's life when there is a feeling of demotivation or self doubt! Its kind of a different feeling for whicu there is no word but then how to make someone understand about it and more than someone how would we explain to ourselves when even you donot know what is this feeling all about?  It feels like that all the decisions you have taken till this time are wrong and you are roaming in the same circle. You are trying so hard to find a path which makes you move to a bigger circle and ofcourse a different way but you can not see a light that takes you that way! All is just dark in front of you and it feels like your eyes has just stopped seeing the future or even dreaming or planning about it. You do all the right things and try so hard to be the best but nothing is making the case easier.  We try and make choices seeing that this will make us happy or will give us a better future and then you start living uo your decision then...

Random crafts

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At last it is all about the act of letting go but the question is how much we can let go of? Does letting go of a person makes us letting go of all the memories you had,  Does it makes you forget of every situation you handled together ever? What I know that it does takes away the little ray of hope you always had of that person coming back to you. When you bid a final goodbye to the person who has left your life far more before you thought that one goodbye takes alot of you in that time. That one last goodbye you say to each other trashes all your memories and laughters in a minute and you give a final farewell to everything you ever had. That moment gives you a feeling of a song that was once your favourite who you used to sing all day and now you have listen it after a while. You know that song was always there but it left the track that came to you and now sometimes in a year you just open your old playlist and listen to that comfort song. The relationships you ever...